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I've been doing my best to put out a lot of art since the current state of the world has changed how I go to school and took me away from my job for almost 2 months. It's been very difficult acclimating to not only taking my final class to get my AA but also to go back to work. My health hasn't been the best and I haven't been taking care of myself as I should and it's gotten pretty bad lately. It also doesn't help my dental health has gone down the drain and now me and my mom are going to have to pay off 7k in medical bills together for the next two years. Needless to say i'm really stressed out and I'll be a lot less active in the social aspects of my groups since it's become quite draining. 
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That won't mean i'll be completely quiet! I still like to draw in my free time and will be supporting other artists in the art-share channels of the discord servers I'm in and occasionally popping in to maybe share something I've made or just small things here and there. I really love all the groups i'm in and the members so i'm hoping this social cut off isn't for too long, it's just hard for me to focus and difficult for me to keep up for too long because of the way my mental health has been lately. Regarding the roleplays in doing currently and the plots me and some others have, I'll still respond but I may be quite slow due to the amount of stress I have irl rn. That doesn't mean I don't care or don't want to roleplay with you guys, I actually really like being distracted with HCing and roleplaying, I just can't focus as well as I used to because of everything that is happening rn. I hope you guys will understand.
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Oof,,, It won't be for too long I promise. I have to get some dental surgery late this month and will be healing all june while finishing up my last online class before graduating. So it's going to be a rough 3 months, but I should be able to be back in full swing during my healing since I won't be able to do much other than lay in bed and rest! This semi-hiatus will last until June 8th. Like I say it won't be the longest hiatus or anything because roleplaying and doing art is a big part of my life and a very positive thing for me, it's just vary difficult for me to stay focused and take care of myself during this stressful time. 
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Thank you sm for all the support my discord friends and groupmates have shown me through this rough patch, I appreciate you all sm I don't think I would've improved and gotten less shy if it wasn't for you all. 
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Hello!

I've been doing my best to put out a lot of art since the current state of the world has changed how I go to school and took me away from my job for almost 2 months. It's been very difficult acclimating to not only taking my final class to get my AA but also to go back to work. My health hasn't been the best and I haven't been taking care of myself as I should and it's gotten pretty bad lately. It also doesn't help my dental health has gone down the drain and now me and my mom are going to have to pay off 7k in medical bills together for the next two years. Needless to say i'm really stressed out and I'll be a lot less active in the social aspects of my groups since it's become quite draining. 
.
That won't mean i'll be completely quiet! I still like to draw in my free time and will be supporting other artists in the art-share channels of the discord servers I'm in and occasionally popping in to maybe share something I've made or just small things here and there. I really love all the groups i'm in and the members so i'm hoping this social cut off isn't for too long, it's just hard for me to focus and difficult for me to keep up for too long because of the way my mental health has been lately. Regarding the roleplays in doing currently and the plots me and some others have, I'll still respond but I may be quite slow due to the amount of stress I have irl rn. That doesn't mean I don't care or don't want to roleplay with you guys, I actually really like being distracted with HCing and roleplaying, I just can't focus as well as I used to because of everything that is happening rn. I hope you guys will understand.
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Oof,,, It won't be for too long I promise. I have to get some dental surgery late this month and will be healing all june while finishing up my last online class before graduating. So it's going to be a rough 3 months, but I should be able to be back in full swing during my healing since I won't be able to do much other than lay in bed and rest! This semi-hiatus will last until June 8th. Like I say it won't be the longest hiatus or anything because roleplaying and doing art is a big part of my life and a very positive thing for me, it's just vary difficult for me to stay focused and take care of myself during this stressful time. 
.
Thank you sm for all the support my discord friends and groupmates have shown me through this rough patch, I appreciate you all sm I don't think I would've improved and gotten less shy if it wasn't for you all. 
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hi

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im very tired and things haven't been going well,
i'm taking a semi hiatus for a few weeks because i'm not mentally okay and I can't even enjoy my favorite movies
anymore, so im taking off for a while to cry and eat Chinese food to hopefully get through finals and my life drama rn
so I can come back and make nice art and maybe feel better.
i'll be back sometime around may 10th  

im sorry

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hey so im really stressed so immaking this journal even tho no one gives a fuck bc thats who i am
i deleted all my social media so i have no where else to rant so im sorry
im just so upset that my health is bad, and my cats health is bad and it costs so much money for cat health and that
no one knows whats wrong w me and im tired of no one being tehre for me bc i cant trust my best friend anymore and im so tired
of my kidneys hurting and of trying so hard even tho i wanna fuckin die bc nothing is like going right??
my art is terrible, my health is terrible, my social life doesn't exist, i dont have anyone except for my boyfriend, my mom might
lose her job and her marriage, and i'm so tired i wish life wasn't happening so fast bc this shit is terrible
i don't wanna cry anymore about tghe same things but they just keep happening and im so stressed out
and i had to ask for my old retail job back bc i need the money for my cat and to help my mom
and my momcant even be there for me bc shes going through so much and im getting sick and im so tired
why is this happening
im sorry
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Hello! So ik ive been gone forever but its because i got a really dumb retail job at the local goodwill and my computer overheats every time i turn it on??? But i do wanna let you know that with my final paycheck (im quitting on the 12th bc I’ll be starting college soon and working retail is literally satan) I’ll be getting a new (probably used) laptop or my boyfriend will be giving me a desktop to work with! I really want to get back into art again bc ive been feeling lost without it as a creative outlet and seeing as college hasnt started beating me over the head yet i figured why not jump into art again? Its made me so happy before to roleplay and draw fun cat pictures with my friends on here why not do it again ya know? Idk ive been feeling sort of revitalized with the idea of becoming more active on my account and i figured id announce it bc im excited n i cant sleep even though i have an opening shift tomorrow lol <3
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